I’ll leave it to you to decide what is right.
The truth is that I don’t want to like someone. I don’t want to have an illusion. I don’t want somebody there. Why should I? So I can just have my hopes up and know that they won’t stick around. I don’t want the “it’s happening again” feeling. I like you, but this time I have to think about me first. I’m first this time. That is the only truth.
Plans don’t always go as you “plan”. Sometimes you have to reroute. But that’s okay. As long as you don’t forget about your dreams.